Lyrics of songs
Some lines from songs that I wish I’d either wrote or said to Ian as different times…Yes, I can’t sleep!
“The first kiss and the first time that I felt connected to anything.”
“So now I’m telling you the reason I’m all messed up, just have to look me in the eyes and I fall apart, please let me hold you till I know we are both through this, couldn’t lead another day without you here in my arms.”
“All this feels strange and untrue, and I won’t waste a minute without you.”
“He’s blinding anyway but now he’s floodlighting up the match.”
“I’m miles from where you are, I lay down on the cold ground and I pray that something picks me up and sets me down in your warm arms.”
“All I can say is you blow me away.”
“I only know that I am better where you are.”
“Soon I will discover whether birds of the summer fly in circles or just fly away.”
“There’s one minute of your day. I will leave this man just to occupy one minute of your day.”
“I am giving up on greener grasses.”
“I want a snowfall kind of love cause I’m a snowfall kind of girl.”
“Cause I love the way you say good morning, and you take me the way I am.”
HOW MUCH?!?!?!?!?!
Check out what the kids in our country are doing.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mi487AIUTsY&feature=related
Tia-Rhian xxx
S’bin a long time!!
It’s been ages again!
I’M GOING TO SOUTH CAROLIIIIIIIIIIIIIIINAAAAAAA!!!
In…26 days!! I need to pack! I need to plan!! I need to get ready! I’m so excited I can hardly sit still!!
I’m still on a quest to become a better person. I think this trip will help me a lot 
Feeling recently like I’m being a bit negative, I think it’s because somehow, once again, I’ve managed to surround myself with negative people, they’re people I love, but they’re negative nonetheless.
Ian’s positive…so I’m going to try and find myself some other positive people to hang out with 
Also! All of my friends are having babies! Mishu’s due any second, Bexy’s due in three weeks, Aymie and Jamie just had their little one, Chaz had her’s a few months back! All these babies are making me want one. I like the thought right now, but I think after seeing what they’re going through, I’ll maybe wait a few years…maybe I won’t have any at all haha. Maybe I’ll just become a live in nanny for a rich couple who can’t be bothered or don’t have time to look after their children like why cousin’s doing. That sounds nice
Ian’s hanging out with LA Guns in Grimsby. I just got a text saying they’re chillin’, watching Anchorman and everyone’s really lovely and I’m missed a lot. Which is nice. I’m pleased. I think he sounds a bit too chilled out though, I think inside he’s going “OMGOMGOMGOMGOMGOMG!!!!JRJUFUGIURJUGNJKBVKJDBG!!!!!!” He sounded pretty relaxed on the phone too, but a little bit fake relaxed haha. Can’t wait to go up to London to see them on Sunday 
Mmm so tonight I think I’m going to have a nice long shower, put on a little bit of fake tan on the ole pins. No one’s gonna see my legs cause it’s freeeeezing outside (I wore a skirt today with 3 pairs of leggins!!), but it always makes you feel good when you’re legs look nice! And do my hair lovely and stuff. Then tomorrow I’ll do the same again and make myself look pretty for Ian coming over
I’ve not been a great girlfriend recently, I’ve been a bit grumpy for reasons unknown, probably cause all my friends are having babies haha. And someone broke one of my bowls and didn’t tell me and we didn’t have any milk again, and then Ian surprised me by coming over and bringing me a massive bar of chocolate and was all lovely and he cooked me dinner and all sorts and I was just snappy all night. So I’m training to be a better person and a better girlfriend
Yay!
Still need to think of something to do by the time I’m 20!! Get a job?? Get fit?? Sort out my sleeping pattern?? Move in with Ian?? Learn to cook??
Tia-Rhian! xxxx
